台大文組卻考不上公職會很丟臉嗎? - 職場
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小弟是台大歷史系畢業,畢業後摸爬滾打四年仍一事無成又弄得滿身是傷,本以為頂著
台大學歷光環能有不錯的出路,但事與願違文組學歷再漂亮依舊是文組,在業界幾乎被
當免洗筷一樣對待,更何況小弟就讀的歷史系實乃文組中的文組,別人是免洗筷而我們
就是包裹免洗筷的那層塑膠套,拆封隨即扔垃圾桶看都不看一眼,歷史系的職場之路稱其為修羅道也不為過
應屆便踏入業界的我投身於某媒體的文字記者兼刊物編輯,月薪38K卻也時常要半夜出新
聞及趕稿,我也隱隱感覺到這份工作技術含量偏低將來中年被辭退被替代是遲早的事,越做越鬱悶開始思考自己四十、五十歲會是何種模樣,這份工作毫無未來可言,看著周
遭三十來歲的員工一個個來來去去,自己的心也在著急,再不跑就只能等中年被失業,
但...跑又能跑去哪裡?
受歷史薰陶四年的我固然覺得故宮、史語所、國史館、檔案館...這些專業機構才是我的宿命所歸,於是我辭
退媒體業的工作毅然決然踏入國考的漫漫長路,誰知這條道路異常阻險,國考文化行政每年只開十來個
缺被調侃為死亡組,自己拼勁全力準備兩年依舊仍未上岸,出師不利的我也知道自己上岸機率渺茫,但又不甘回朝不保夕的業界朝過得戰戰兢兢,於是轉換跑道改考較為容易上榜的普考一般行政
可悲的是自己普考四等全心全力全職準備了一年半依舊沒上岸,在國考這道路上空耗三年的青春,我開始懷疑自己是否真的是台大畢業的
,怎麼一個台大畢業的能那麼窩囊那麼魯蛇,都老大不小快要奔三卻仍一事無成渾渾噩
噩;自上次落榜後就不敢踏出房門,我不敢直視父母鄙視的眼睛、我不敢去聽親友的冷
言冷語、我不敢面對失敗的自己,總覺得自己臉上長了個巨大又奇醜無比的肉瘤,出門走
到哪都會被眾人譏笑,不斷覺得自己是社會敗類愧疚感油然而生,我給父母丟臉了、給台大丟臉了,對不起對不起對不起對不
起......
距離今年的普考已不到兩個月,這次又落榜的話我不知道自己承受不承受的住,書也無
心再繼續讀,腦中不斷被失敗的恐懼給支配,我以前是那種會為任何行動都想好後路的人,
但如今我實在不知道我的後路在哪,也許是萬丈深淵吧!
--
台大學歷光環能有不錯的出路,但事與願違文組學歷再漂亮依舊是文組,在業界幾乎被
當免洗筷一樣對待,更何況小弟就讀的歷史系實乃文組中的文組,別人是免洗筷而我們
就是包裹免洗筷的那層塑膠套,拆封隨即扔垃圾桶看都不看一眼,歷史系的職場之路稱其為修羅道也不為過
應屆便踏入業界的我投身於某媒體的文字記者兼刊物編輯,月薪38K卻也時常要半夜出新
聞及趕稿,我也隱隱感覺到這份工作技術含量偏低將來中年被辭退被替代是遲早的事,越做越鬱悶開始思考自己四十、五十歲會是何種模樣,這份工作毫無未來可言,看著周
遭三十來歲的員工一個個來來去去,自己的心也在著急,再不跑就只能等中年被失業,
但...跑又能跑去哪裡?
受歷史薰陶四年的我固然覺得故宮、史語所、國史館、檔案館...這些專業機構才是我的宿命所歸,於是我辭
退媒體業的工作毅然決然踏入國考的漫漫長路,誰知這條道路異常阻險,國考文化行政每年只開十來個
缺被調侃為死亡組,自己拼勁全力準備兩年依舊仍未上岸,出師不利的我也知道自己上岸機率渺茫,但又不甘回朝不保夕的業界朝過得戰戰兢兢,於是轉換跑道改考較為容易上榜的普考一般行政
可悲的是自己普考四等全心全力全職準備了一年半依舊沒上岸,在國考這道路上空耗三年的青春,我開始懷疑自己是否真的是台大畢業的
,怎麼一個台大畢業的能那麼窩囊那麼魯蛇,都老大不小快要奔三卻仍一事無成渾渾噩
噩;自上次落榜後就不敢踏出房門,我不敢直視父母鄙視的眼睛、我不敢去聽親友的冷
言冷語、我不敢面對失敗的自己,總覺得自己臉上長了個巨大又奇醜無比的肉瘤,出門走
到哪都會被眾人譏笑,不斷覺得自己是社會敗類愧疚感油然而生,我給父母丟臉了、給台大丟臉了,對不起對不起對不起對不
起......
距離今年的普考已不到兩個月,這次又落榜的話我不知道自己承受不承受的住,書也無
心再繼續讀,腦中不斷被失敗的恐懼給支配,我以前是那種會為任何行動都想好後路的人,
但如今我實在不知道我的後路在哪,也許是萬丈深淵吧!
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