惶惶無助19歲 - 職涯

By Sandy
at 2014-05-28T02:02
at 2014-05-28T02:02
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文筆奇差,盼人生道路上的前輩們不嫌棄,不吝指點!
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原po一直以來胸無大志
高三那年按照成績排了志願,
也就上了三類組後段的科系。
進了這個系後才發現將來就業的環境極差而且渺無希望
看著學長姐們紛紛步入實習累得像狗的生活
老實說心裡很害怕,排斥感逐漸加深
對於未來的擔憂或多或少影響了學習的動力
當然最重要的是對目前該讀的科目一點都不感興趣
(這是必經之路嗎?因為大一尚未接觸專業科目)
大一就要過去了
才發現這樣根本不對啊,於是仔細想了自己到底想做什麼
「我想要做能夠運用美感的事情。」這個念頭越來越強烈
「我想要做能夠運用美感的事情。」這個念頭越來越強烈
(恰巧這是我開始讀書以來就不再修習的課題)
但是又怕自己能力不足
想想之所以認真讀書,也只是因為自己還蠻能讀
這條路走得從容
卻不是我真正要的
有跟家母討論過自己可能想讀設計
家母個性比較保守,認為我若不想待在這個系,
就轉個比較有興趣的系讀(可能是外文...?),至少在這所大學唸完四年
我猜想她認為我轉學了會後悔
(但轉系也沒那麼容易,成績不太好)
研究所再考真正喜歡的。
我也覺得太早決定換環境可能需要深深深深深思
畢竟人生至此如正燒開的水
茶葉都還沒放進去,就要它沉澱
似乎太急了(嗎)
但放了茶葉後我突然想喝牛奶呢?!!
或是該期待煮了茶也加了奶能迸出曼妙新滋味嗎?
或是該期待煮了茶也加了奶能迸出曼妙新滋味嗎?
--
-
原po一直以來胸無大志
高三那年按照成績排了志願,
也就上了三類組後段的科系。
進了這個系後才發現將來就業的環境極差而且渺無希望
看著學長姐們紛紛步入實習累得像狗的生活
老實說心裡很害怕,排斥感逐漸加深
對於未來的擔憂或多或少影響了學習的動力
當然最重要的是對目前該讀的科目一點都不感興趣
(這是必經之路嗎?因為大一尚未接觸專業科目)
大一就要過去了
才發現這樣根本不對啊,於是仔細想了自己到底想做什麼
「我想要做能夠運用美感的事情。」這個念頭越來越強烈
「我想要做能夠運用美感的事情。」這個念頭越來越強烈
(恰巧這是我開始讀書以來就不再修習的課題)
但是又怕自己能力不足
想想之所以認真讀書,也只是因為自己還蠻能讀
這條路走得從容
卻不是我真正要的
有跟家母討論過自己可能想讀設計
家母個性比較保守,認為我若不想待在這個系,
就轉個比較有興趣的系讀(可能是外文...?),至少在這所大學唸完四年
我猜想她認為我轉學了會後悔
(但轉系也沒那麼容易,成績不太好)
研究所再考真正喜歡的。
我也覺得太早決定換環境可能需要深深深深深思
畢竟人生至此如正燒開的水
茶葉都還沒放進去,就要它沉澱
似乎太急了(嗎)
但放了茶葉後我突然想喝牛奶呢?!!
或是該期待煮了茶也加了奶能迸出曼妙新滋味嗎?
或是該期待煮了茶也加了奶能迸出曼妙新滋味嗎?
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