(新聞)沒考上公職自殺?(非新聞標題) - 考試

By Jacky
at 2013-09-12T15:06
at 2013-09-12T15:06
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不知道她詳細情況是怎樣決定自殺的,不過,考到會想自殺,應該不會是很奇怪的事情,
因為我去年就經歷過這樣的情緒了,也許她跟我一樣,是對自己要求很高的人吧,
但我比她沒用多了,我是全職考,已經考了2年半,今年高普又失敗了,我才是真魯蛇,
其實那種心理壓力是會壓垮一個人的,家人給的,親戚給的,再加上自己給的,
如果順利考上,那種壓力可以當作考試助力,但是一旦一直落榜,那是種很可怕的情緒,
當初我也是落榜第二次,那種想自殺的念頭就開始浮出來了,剛開始考得時候,
也是認為只要我認真讀,我應該可以上,充滿自信,尤其我第一次考試,
就考到前1百多名了(自修 8個月), 可是第二次我還是落榜,分數還比較低,
再加上看到上榜的,說只讀了3個月,4個月,半年,一年,再回頭看看自己考不上,
信心就開始崩盤了,覺得自己很沒用的情緒會一直出現,我記得去年當我讀完一整天的書,
睡覺時,我會邊想考試的事情邊哭,覺得自己的人生怎會這麼沒用,
也會想怎麼自殺的方式最好,可惜沒有安樂死,最後我沒自殺的原因是因為,
自殺就拿不到理賠了,我這麼沒用,至少也要留理賠金給我爸媽他們
所以對自己要求很高,又加上是把公職當作翻身機會的人,的確壓力會很大,
我家只是底層小農,不考公職,我最近找得工作,都是月休4-6天,薪水只有2萬的而已,
我一直印象很深刻的是,考到後期,我媽要我不要再考了,我考不上,
當初能把我生得聰明一些就好了,所以對比文中的她,其實她比我有用多了,
看到都覺得很可惜,才25歲,落榜兩次而已,相較之下,我是真魯蛇,米蟲才是.
結果變成心得文了,其實最重要的是這個,真的想自殺的人,不會跟別人說,我去年想自殺,
我真的也沒有跟別人說過我想自殺.
※ 引述《baumen (baumen)》之銘言:
: http://udn.com/NEWS/SOCIETY/SOC5/8158193.shtml
: 來源:聯合報
: 林姓女子疑因多次報考公務員卻名落孫山,昨天在住家頂樓天井旁的柱子上吊自殺身亡。
: 她父親起床上廁所時,見到雙腳在窗外懸晃搖擺,查看後發現居然是女兒,林父難過地說
: 「她怎麼會這樣想不開呢!」
: 警方調查,林姓女子(25歲)在家中排行老二,大學畢業後在某公司擔任雇員,一心想報
: 考公職。她平時一邊工作一邊利用下班時間準備考試科目,兩次報考卻未考上。
: 昨天深夜,林女趁家人都入睡後,獨自爬上5樓住家頂樓,踩著多本公職考試參考書上吊
: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
: 自殺。早上6時許,林父起床上廁所發現窗外有一雙腳在懸晃,發現是自己的女兒,但早
: 已氣絕。
: 非全職考生 考兩次沒上就自殺 這........
: 是兩次考試 不是兩年
: 她應該多來國考板看看考取心得
--
因為我去年就經歷過這樣的情緒了,也許她跟我一樣,是對自己要求很高的人吧,
但我比她沒用多了,我是全職考,已經考了2年半,今年高普又失敗了,我才是真魯蛇,
其實那種心理壓力是會壓垮一個人的,家人給的,親戚給的,再加上自己給的,
如果順利考上,那種壓力可以當作考試助力,但是一旦一直落榜,那是種很可怕的情緒,
當初我也是落榜第二次,那種想自殺的念頭就開始浮出來了,剛開始考得時候,
也是認為只要我認真讀,我應該可以上,充滿自信,尤其我第一次考試,
就考到前1百多名了(自修 8個月), 可是第二次我還是落榜,分數還比較低,
再加上看到上榜的,說只讀了3個月,4個月,半年,一年,再回頭看看自己考不上,
信心就開始崩盤了,覺得自己很沒用的情緒會一直出現,我記得去年當我讀完一整天的書,
睡覺時,我會邊想考試的事情邊哭,覺得自己的人生怎會這麼沒用,
也會想怎麼自殺的方式最好,可惜沒有安樂死,最後我沒自殺的原因是因為,
自殺就拿不到理賠了,我這麼沒用,至少也要留理賠金給我爸媽他們
所以對自己要求很高,又加上是把公職當作翻身機會的人,的確壓力會很大,
我家只是底層小農,不考公職,我最近找得工作,都是月休4-6天,薪水只有2萬的而已,
我一直印象很深刻的是,考到後期,我媽要我不要再考了,我考不上,
當初能把我生得聰明一些就好了,所以對比文中的她,其實她比我有用多了,
看到都覺得很可惜,才25歲,落榜兩次而已,相較之下,我是真魯蛇,米蟲才是.
結果變成心得文了,其實最重要的是這個,真的想自殺的人,不會跟別人說,我去年想自殺,
我真的也沒有跟別人說過我想自殺.
※ 引述《baumen (baumen)》之銘言:
: http://udn.com/NEWS/SOCIETY/SOC5/8158193.shtml
: 來源:聯合報
: 林姓女子疑因多次報考公務員卻名落孫山,昨天在住家頂樓天井旁的柱子上吊自殺身亡。
: 她父親起床上廁所時,見到雙腳在窗外懸晃搖擺,查看後發現居然是女兒,林父難過地說
: 「她怎麼會這樣想不開呢!」
: 警方調查,林姓女子(25歲)在家中排行老二,大學畢業後在某公司擔任雇員,一心想報
: 考公職。她平時一邊工作一邊利用下班時間準備考試科目,兩次報考卻未考上。
: 昨天深夜,林女趁家人都入睡後,獨自爬上5樓住家頂樓,踩著多本公職考試參考書上吊
: ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
: 自殺。早上6時許,林父起床上廁所發現窗外有一雙腳在懸晃,發現是自己的女兒,但早
: 已氣絕。
: 非全職考生 考兩次沒上就自殺 這........
: 是兩次考試 不是兩年
: 她應該多來國考板看看考取心得
--
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