是否該轉考國考了? - 老師

By Hamiltion
at 2012-04-16T16:17
at 2012-04-16T16:17
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版上的大大們, 其實想轉考國考疑問應該和其他許多人一樣
但我已經想了很久了, 但總礙於怕被婊所以不敢提出
我目前是某國中的老師, 是去年剛考上正式老師的初任教師
也是代課了幾年才考上這個和國考一樣的窄門
剛開始原以為是幸運以及幸福的開始
當導師可以有自己的班級(和專任相比), 和學生有感情
教學自主, 老師又有寒暑假
只要不要犯太大的過錯, 基本上就已經是鐵飯碗了
然而,開心只有八月份,
上學期忙著定班規, 盯課業,盯早修午休…..,還要和班上小混混智力戰
到了下學期才是夢魘的開始,
七年下期的孩子就開始老大哥了,動不動就挑戰老師,幾乎每天都為了這些同學罵人、生
氣
如果老師不在,班上鬧哄哄的,老師在也喜歡嗆人,似乎這樣顯示自己很酷
家庭教育不佳髒話不離口,作業不寫,考試不讀。
雪上加霜的是,就算和家長談似乎也沒有太大的作用,有的怪獸家長還會覺得老師你是不
是管太嚴了,他的孩子明明在家就很乖。
相信有些大大會覺得,我一定沒努力過
錯了,如果我沒努力過,我去年底就想離職了
要不是知道現在老師這麼難考, 好不容易考到還離開,有誰那麼笨啊??!!
但我現在,真的覺得……..
“這難道是我想要的人生嗎?”
“我到底做錯了什麼? 造了什麼孽, 為什麼要受這些氣呢? ”
每天到學校上班都很沮喪、很無力很想請假,
有人以為老師可以天天罵人很爽,
錯了! 其實罵完人心情更糟,更難過……..
尤其是當看到那些乖巧的同學被犧牲的時候
外界有沒有對老師伸出援手阿
看到又有新聞 “驚爆某某老師和學生糾紛……”之類
心情更加沉重了
聽某些資深老師說, 零體罰下加少子化的下一代只會愈來愈糟
今天, 心情一直很沉重……很想哭,但怕在學校顯示自己的脆弱
想著往後的30年都要不停的 “輪迴”就覺得很害怕
想起以前大學時, 有些同學跑去考國考
雖然沒有寒暑假, 但那種心情安詳的感覺是當老師的我永遠感受不到的
如果時光能倒流,我想我絕對不可能會去花費那麼多的時間金錢考教甄
老師沒有想像中那麼神聖, 老師也是人不是神啊!!~~~
請大家給點意見, 尤其是教甄或教師轉考國考的大大們
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但我已經想了很久了, 但總礙於怕被婊所以不敢提出
我目前是某國中的老師, 是去年剛考上正式老師的初任教師
也是代課了幾年才考上這個和國考一樣的窄門
剛開始原以為是幸運以及幸福的開始
當導師可以有自己的班級(和專任相比), 和學生有感情
教學自主, 老師又有寒暑假
只要不要犯太大的過錯, 基本上就已經是鐵飯碗了
然而,開心只有八月份,
上學期忙著定班規, 盯課業,盯早修午休…..,還要和班上小混混智力戰
到了下學期才是夢魘的開始,
七年下期的孩子就開始老大哥了,動不動就挑戰老師,幾乎每天都為了這些同學罵人、生
氣
如果老師不在,班上鬧哄哄的,老師在也喜歡嗆人,似乎這樣顯示自己很酷
家庭教育不佳髒話不離口,作業不寫,考試不讀。
雪上加霜的是,就算和家長談似乎也沒有太大的作用,有的怪獸家長還會覺得老師你是不
是管太嚴了,他的孩子明明在家就很乖。
相信有些大大會覺得,我一定沒努力過
錯了,如果我沒努力過,我去年底就想離職了
要不是知道現在老師這麼難考, 好不容易考到還離開,有誰那麼笨啊??!!
但我現在,真的覺得……..
“這難道是我想要的人生嗎?”
“我到底做錯了什麼? 造了什麼孽, 為什麼要受這些氣呢? ”
每天到學校上班都很沮喪、很無力很想請假,
有人以為老師可以天天罵人很爽,
錯了! 其實罵完人心情更糟,更難過……..
尤其是當看到那些乖巧的同學被犧牲的時候
外界有沒有對老師伸出援手阿
看到又有新聞 “驚爆某某老師和學生糾紛……”之類
心情更加沉重了
聽某些資深老師說, 零體罰下加少子化的下一代只會愈來愈糟
今天, 心情一直很沉重……很想哭,但怕在學校顯示自己的脆弱
想著往後的30年都要不停的 “輪迴”就覺得很害怕
想起以前大學時, 有些同學跑去考國考
雖然沒有寒暑假, 但那種心情安詳的感覺是當老師的我永遠感受不到的
如果時光能倒流,我想我絕對不可能會去花費那麼多的時間金錢考教甄
老師沒有想像中那麼神聖, 老師也是人不是神啊!!~~~
請大家給點意見, 尤其是教甄或教師轉考國考的大大們
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