獨自一人活著是為了什麼? - 科技業
By Quintina
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版上諸位先進,大家好。
如果家人都不在了,活著是為了什麼 ?
我目前 33 歲
家境清寒,在我 17 歲時父親便仙遊,此刻便成低收入戶!
母親體況也不佳,在我 18 歲時便無法工作!
直到去年,母親不堪病痛所帶來的磨難也離世了...
我沒有兄弟姊妹,也無妻無子,爺爺奶奶外公外婆在我懂事前也逝世了...
從 17 歲開始打工,一邊念書一邊工作,活著感覺就是馬不停蹄的...
由於在學期間念理工相關科系,畢業後工作算滿好找且薪資還不錯!
所以出社會後便進入科技業打滾,對於『生活』的感受才比較深一些
母親過世前,我有時被錢、時間緊迫盯人,所以也認真工作、儲蓄、投資理財等...
因為需求,也買了房,如此母親也不用為爬樓梯而煩惱
家人尚在人世時,為了解決活著的各種問題,會逼著自己學習任何事物以求突破
如今,孤家寡人,頓時喪失了目標!
知道當迷惘時,試著想想『活著』的原點
我活著便是為了此生無憾且實踐興趣
能驅動我這副身軀去實踐的興趣是 跑步、爬山 與 自助旅行
偏偏爆發新冠肺炎! 真的氣到
開始工作後,每年會規劃 1、2 次國外自助旅行,如今只能停擺...
所以最近常爬到山上,背山面海地思考人生該往何方...
工作上突破? 現在的工作就寫程式,一份做起來不太排斥的工作,
月薪約 90K,年收就不一定了! 要看公司的分紅與自己的績效了,應該落在 140 ~ 160
之間吧!
工時 8 ~ 9 小時,應該算正常!? 周休好天氣就去爬山健行
ptt 上的標準年收好像是 300 萬,ㄜ... 我太魯了,胸無大志! 可能達不到...
反正現在不會為了吃住煩惱就好了
解決房貸? 雖然現在可以繳清,但現階段利率滿低的,繳清滿可惜!
退休? 雖然現在的被動收入還沒大於基礎開銷,但依照自己的規劃繼續執行,相信能到期
望的歲數就退了
交往? 曾有過 2 段感情,但那伊人已成過客...
此刻想為自己而活,但發現自己的慾望沒想像中的高,例如只要沒破太大洞的衣服也會繼
續穿沒想過買新的...
同學朋友陸續結婚生子,羨慕、忌妒的感覺也不會那麼強烈!
現在感覺就是洩了氣的皮球,不知要為了啥努力
現在驅動我的,大概就是完成工作上主管交辦的任務 與 自己的興趣
有沒有類似經歷的網友分享如何調適這種心情?
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