碩班讀得很痛苦 - 老師
By Quanna
at 2017-10-11T02:31
at 2017-10-11T02:31
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大家好,我今年剛從私校資管畢業
大學時我對程式蠻拿手的,一直在系上程式的考試都是前幾名
後來專題花了快半年的時間幾乎天天都在寫程式
雖然過程中有壓力,但完成後還是很有成就感覺得很快樂
後來沒想清楚自己想要什麼,覺得想繼續寫程式於是跑去考研究所
最後考上四大資工所,目前也正在讀了
但現在真的覺得非常不快樂,甚至很痛苦
進入之後發現程度完全跟不上身邊的同學(幾乎都是直升)
我知道自己應該比別人更努力才能追上
但我卻完全沒有幹勁
覺得我根本不愛讀書、不愛研究、不愛實驗,當然也不愛讀論文
一直很後悔當初為什麼要考研究所把自己逼到現在進退兩難
我沒有 ”不管怎樣也要讀到畢業” 的決心
很想下定決心好好讀,卻又一直覺得很多人沒讀研究所也好好的在工作
老師出的作業卡了一個多禮拜都不會寫
論文看不懂、同學在聊什麼也聽不懂
跟同學都不熟,又一個人在外地沒辦法回家
我真的覺得自己應該會畢不了業
(完全無法想像自己畢業的樣子= =)
最後浪費了好幾年的時間還是拿不到學歷…
從上榜以來沒有真正開心過
現在自己變得很沒有自信
每天都不想進實驗室不想看到同學(老師沒要求一定要去)
成天躲在自己房間裡耍自閉或打電話跟朋友哭訴
有人告訴我我是抗壓性太低、害怕失敗又習慣逃避
根本不適合當工程師也不適合寫程式
我對薪水的要求不高,可以去做比較規律、壓力小的工作
其實有點像在抒發情緒
不知道自己想要什麼
想問各位前輩,我真的不喜歡讀研究所
是不是應該別浪費時間休學去工作比較實在?
(但我也不知道休學後該做什麼工作…)
現在每天睜開眼睛就很痛苦
真的很討厭現在的生活,更討厭只想逃避的自己…
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