該唸書嗎? - 老師

By Puput
at 2011-03-01T17:47
at 2011-03-01T17:47
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我今年27歲了
女生 前面國立大學物理系畢業
大學也不是貪玩 就是單純不喜歡自己的科系
當時自己和身邊的人又都覺得重考不好
整天不是看閒書就是打工和家教 拖著拖著又延畢兩年
很後悔 一直覺得自己當初應該要重考 或者轉系之類的
畢業後做過兩份工作 都是一般行政
去年底覺得自己的人生太沒意義 加上行政工作實在讓人厭煩
和家人討論過後決定回頭考研究所走研究路線
我報考的是生物方面的研究所 跨領域跨很大
考完當天就很清楚不會上了
唸了這幾個月 其實很挫折 雖然高中唸得是三類
生物也一直是我很有興趣的科目 但內容的程度真的差很多
上星期和大學時代的導師聊過 也明白這很正常 畢竟是研究所考試
老師希望我繼續努力 甚至建議我可以重考大學 他覺得會比研究簡單
考上後很多學分可以抵 只要我痛定思痛 好好唸書 應該不用再念四年
之後還可以直接申請出國唸研究所
反正就算我現在直接考上研究所 那些基礎課程都是要先修的
距離指考只剩四個月
今天我拿起高中課本來看 卻完全唸不下去 只覺得好煩
是我根本沒心唸書嗎? 回頭考研究所只是因為不想工作吧
還是我定力不夠? 可是年紀這麼一大把定力不夠實在很好笑
我又想 還是算了? 去找工作吧
隨便找份穩定的工作撐過這輩子就好? 但我想這樣真的很無聊
辜負家人的期待 好像也是在浪費自己的人生
考完到現在一個多禮拜 每天都待在家裡東想西想
沒有工作 只有兩個家教 經濟算是有點吃緊 餓不死但也存不了任何錢
去年年初跟前男友分手後也一直提不起勁認識新人
一團亂的人生真的該從回頭唸書重新開始嗎?
如果要唸書 我真的要重考大學嗎?
如果要唸書 我還要不要再找一份工作邊做邊唸?
還是都不要唸了出去工作? 可是我還能做什麼呢?
沒有專長也沒有興趣的人 做什麼好像都不太對....
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