該放棄受訓考高考嗎 - 職涯
By Lily
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今年25歲女生國立大學外文系畢業
畢業後準備一年幸運三等特考上榜
卻在受訓期間發現志趣不合
目前考慮辭職轉考高考
志趣不合背後其實是自認能力不足
當初為了挑戰自己報考這個類科
但似乎還是不敵個性問題加上
今年疫情關係教學政策的改變
目前為止自己的學習曲線不算明顯
做得滿挫敗的
自從投入考試以來至今快兩年
訓練所報到後更是一直處在高壓下
姨媽直接三個月沒來
直到上週開始認真思考放棄這選項才神奇地恢復
也許是緊繃太久
總覺得想不起當初毅然決然投入考試時所懷抱的那份憧憬了
取而代之的是痛苦和不快樂
留下來,好則通過考核,繼續面對下階段更大的壓力
壞則不及格,被貼上不適任的標籤
現在走,也許還能保留一點當初對這領域的喜歡
逃避雖可恥但有用
目前只是跟導師談過,請我再回去思考看看
因為工作性質有危險性,家裡倒是支持我離職
下一步規劃
所學背景大概只能選擇行政類科
目標鎖定高考三等人事行政的中央機關缺
看過考科自認算有興趣可以念得來
況且也挺嚮往一份可以在體制層面幫助人的工作(理想很豐滿現實很骨感?)
本身不愛社交 個性細心 服從 遵守規範 深思熟慮 腦袋裡千頭萬緒的高敏感族
自認理想狀況下公務員應該會是滿適合自己的職涯
之前因為高考錄取率低而拒絕嘗試
經歷過特考的洗禮
這次想再給自己一次機會
至於官僚體制的黑暗面和日趨嚴重的加班文化還請前輩不吝多多分享分析,我是不是把高考想得太美好?
想珍惜的人事物和生活層面不一樣了
可不可以是放棄夢想的理由?
夢想不再是夢想,是忘了初衷還是成長
雖然告訴自己走到這一步已經很不容易,盡力了就不可惜
如果現在放棄的話,以後會後悔嗎?
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