謊言一場 - 老師
By Gary
at 2017-03-19T02:07
at 2017-03-19T02:07
Table of Contents
最近每每浮現這樣的想法 是不是我被騙了25年
小弟是個中間的人
小時候聽父母的話,多讀點書,以後輕鬆許多
念了二類,念了個中間的大學,正在念個中間的研究所
不敢說認真,至少一路都是公立,家裏負擔比較輕
但研究所不是很順利,跟老闆有點溝通不良
老闆真的很強沒話講,是小弟書讀得不夠
但在這過程,我發現我真的不適合做研究
應該說比起別人,研究敏銳度差太多
碰碰撞撞過了沒成就感的一年半,而且還會更久,更久
做不好就被罵,有時真的恨自己怎麼沒做好
每每回家我也不敢跟父母說我的情況,怕老人家擔心
但父母總是希望我碩士畢業能念博士
原因只有一個
因爲黃家還沒有出過一個博士。小弟敝姓黃
這時我才發現,是不是我被騙了25年
只是為了父母的成就感而已
看高中同學,一間不有名的大學,電機,現在跑去新加坡寫網頁
真的好羨慕,好羨慕他有專長
小弟連兵也還沒當,每天想著論文,想著怎麼說服老師
好想休學,但又不甘心
沒專長,空有學歷,只會考試
這樣唸書到底有什麼意思,每每這個時間,半夜2:00
都在問自己,到底在幹嘛
好想突破,不想放棄,每每想到這眼淚就會掉
恨自己沒天份,恨自己不敢走出父母的框架
未來不知道在哪
對不起讓大家看笑話了
如果這篇文讓您不快樂小弟在此說聲抱歉
這篇說到底還是舒壓文,但還是期盼聽到版友的意見
正也好反更好,可以讓我想到小弟沒想到的部分
謝謝
--
小弟是個中間的人
小時候聽父母的話,多讀點書,以後輕鬆許多
念了二類,念了個中間的大學,正在念個中間的研究所
不敢說認真,至少一路都是公立,家裏負擔比較輕
但研究所不是很順利,跟老闆有點溝通不良
老闆真的很強沒話講,是小弟書讀得不夠
但在這過程,我發現我真的不適合做研究
應該說比起別人,研究敏銳度差太多
碰碰撞撞過了沒成就感的一年半,而且還會更久,更久
做不好就被罵,有時真的恨自己怎麼沒做好
每每回家我也不敢跟父母說我的情況,怕老人家擔心
但父母總是希望我碩士畢業能念博士
原因只有一個
因爲黃家還沒有出過一個博士。小弟敝姓黃
這時我才發現,是不是我被騙了25年
只是為了父母的成就感而已
看高中同學,一間不有名的大學,電機,現在跑去新加坡寫網頁
真的好羨慕,好羨慕他有專長
小弟連兵也還沒當,每天想著論文,想著怎麼說服老師
好想休學,但又不甘心
沒專長,空有學歷,只會考試
這樣唸書到底有什麼意思,每每這個時間,半夜2:00
都在問自己,到底在幹嘛
好想突破,不想放棄,每每想到這眼淚就會掉
恨自己沒天份,恨自己不敢走出父母的框架
未來不知道在哪
對不起讓大家看笑話了
如果這篇文讓您不快樂小弟在此說聲抱歉
這篇說到底還是舒壓文,但還是期盼聽到版友的意見
正也好反更好,可以讓我想到小弟沒想到的部分
謝謝
--
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