42歲的人生方向 - 醫生
By Lily
at 2022-05-06T12:14
at 2022-05-06T12:14
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大概要被公司叫滾蛋了,因為績效低弱
工作這幾年很不順,雖然呆了十年
但,因為奇怪的原因-奮戰失敗後又不甘願想證明自己,近幾年做得很不愉快但也都沒離職
說真的導致自己心裡狀況不太好
近期有去諮詢,才知道有憂鬱傾向
也才知道這2-3年其實記憶力/反應退化的蠻明顯的原因(太負面了,大腦缺乏分泌)
近期有在改善,如果改善太慢,會接受藥物幫助(長期情緒低弱好像不容易改變)
也因此,對換工作,有點懼怕,因為自己狀況沒很好
目前有慢慢接受自己狀況,也試著改善跟家人狀況(之前愛裝逼,孤僻、生氣)
感覺自己一無是處
心態也不太好
父母有給我資產,自己也有買間房子,以目前價值3500+3000+1200+(4500-還未過戶)
但是都不能動,也好像自己只剩這些
哎,還愛在網路跟人嘴砲?尋找自己價值?
有一個小孩,老婆高考公務員
家累應該還好
但覺得自己這樣墮落,只能靠非自己本身的東西來安慰自己
不知道要怎麼改變這些想法,回到正途
我老婆建議我開始面試,看看其他人在幹嘛?
學歷算不錯,也因此有點後悔自己老是選相對輕鬆好過的
看著以前的同學,要嘛醫生/教授,要嘛園區賣肝,有的當公務員
只有少數如我一事無成,不知如何是好
現在工作,公司一直改組,隨時可能不見,但腳又麻了
通篇在抱怨的樣子
#想去世界看看不代表錢多到可以不工作
我還有幾百萬的貸款-雖然要還是可以立即還掉(但馬上沒存款)
而且還有小孩要養
我也很想爽爽過日子
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