上班前會很焦慮...... - 離職
By Aaliyah
at 2016-07-23T14:47
at 2016-07-23T14:47
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小弟是就讀中的大學生,目前自己一個在學校附近租屋
為了賺點外快,暑假期間在附近找了一份打工,開學後也能繼續做
也幸運地進到一直很喜歡的企業...X印X品
本來一切都很順利,也照著我的計畫進行
但是開始上班以後變得有點不對勁......
我在這之前有打過兩份工,分別是連鎖飲料業和美式餐廳
兩者都做了蠻久的時間,由於學校太遠才離職的
從第一天報到到現在,總計上了五天班,但焦慮感與日俱增
這個企業的制度非常嚴謹,即使是工讀生也不例外
我也很努力遵守各項規定,上班態度也自認努力
前輩們也都用心地教導我,我很認真學習
但是要記的東西真的很多,背東西對我來說不是什麼難事,反而會有一種自我要求
總是覺得自己應該可以做得更好......但還是時常忘東忘西,不太上手
和我同時間進來的另一位新人卻學得很快,一開始我的表現是比她好的
但上一次和她一起上班,強烈感受到她進步神速,還來告訴我哪邊不OK可以找她求救
雖然她是出自好意,但我深深感受到挫折......也許是好勝心作祟吧
而這幾天和某位資深前輩一起閉店,我負責補貨和整理賣場
但我真的還不太熟每樣東西的庫存放哪裡,所以光是補貨就搞了很久
也完全趕不上那位前輩訂的完成時間,她半開玩笑又略帶無奈地說我動作要再快點
這對我來說真的是極大打擊,由於前兩份工作的關係,我的手腳在以前工作時其實是快的
但來到這卻完全展現不出來,反而給前輩們添了麻煩
從此以後每當閉店,總覺得大家都在注意我的速度
也許是我太神經質,但是我不斷認為老鳥們都在討論我,秤我的斤兩
而我又自認表現不太好......
尤其昨天上班時發生一件事,令我耿耿於懷
就是我記錯班別代號,足足晚了半小時
但我都有提早半小時到門市附近的習慣
所以當主管打來時,當時我已經遲到十分鐘,我馬上飛奔進門市
最後著裝完畢打卡已經遲到了十五分鐘左右
雖然我不斷道歉,主管們也知道我是記錯時間,都沒有責備我
但我真的覺得好內疚,加上之前表現不佳,現在又遲到,印象分數一定大減
導致現在每當上班時間一到,前一晚會睡得不好,上班前就會很焦慮
覺得主管們大概都不怎麼喜歡我,對我很失望
其實我是喜歡這個工作環境的,同事們都很不錯,完全是我自己的問題
雖然知道一份新工作都會有適應期,但之前的打工經驗都不會這麼排斥
今天已經是第六天了,我不知道一般來說在多久之內上手才是正常
不過真的覺得挫折感很重,都是來自我對自己的表現不滿意
這樣下去真的很不妙,我又不想這麼快就放棄,因為我知道這個地方真的很不錯
想請問大家會有我這種狀況嗎......我真的不知道該如何調適才好!
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